What Is Metaphysics?1
meta
On the path connecting A and B, the wanderer finds a sign that reads: “Weather is changing. Breathe
in!” During the attempt to extract the words from their context without any loss of meaning, the straps
of the rucksack rip under the weight of the gold the wanderer carries with him. The rucksack lands at
point C. The exhausted visionary, who after questionable weather forecasts makes sense of the relief on
his shoulders in the perhaps suitable moment of a textual interlacing, is the dream-child of a world free
from intoxication. In order to keep to a thought-out path between three points, he invents an eternity.
Thus he is fleeing from the stranded guardians of a currency against the principle of loss of man and
mouse: in other words than other words, than other words, etc., from now on a possible change of weather
is considered a real false book entry, while the law of self-preservation without loss of energy guarantees
the smallest common denominator, which marks a quasi insufficient field of fields. More on a slope
than already on the plateau! Neither profit nor loss is still really generated, instead, the joys and sorrows
of forgetfulness reign.
Instead of the many other words, the free words of an economy of imponderabilities emerge
from nowhere, through which, with a somersault, a bill is rendered, which the wanderer settles without
a date and signature. How else could it be: everything that glitters is gold. The question is merely
whether this glitter represents a false value only from one’s own narrow viewpoint. The excess of light
that is reflected by that everything which could or should be gold, finally leads to the construction of
a room completely covered in mirrors: a perfect luster has swallowed the limits, and the wanderer is hit
by the reflection of a point which he thought he had left behind long ago, or which, in the craggy landscape,
lies both closer and further away than it seems now, against the theorem of contradiction. At the
next checkpoint of the entanglement, the path turns into the maze, whereas at the furthest checkpoint
it continues straight on. And the shortest connection between near and faraway through A, B, and C
constitutes, after all, that speculative break which, across the ravine, transforms everything that glitters
into gold. Catch a little breath on our inevitable risk! On this, the wanderer must inhale, because the
diagonal path carries on even through detours, around remnants of walls and abandoned barns—and
the half-forced respite for breathing during a difficult calculation can only serve as a parable for a tryst
that offers protection from a downpour in the sunlight.
breath
At the reversal point of a path that leads off-road from the meta-pause to the breathing pause behind
a wall, which, for physical reasons, should be impossible to go behind, the wanderer once again, after a
short while, leaves his tryst to breathe out. His question is: how could it rain from a clear sky? Once he
steps outside again there is not even the shadow of a cloud anywhere, blue sky all the way to the horizon.
Even before the wanderer breathes out and finds an answer on the first signpost, he stands before a
second signpost, which reads: “Reversal averted! Breathe out!” Too late, or precisely not too late: where is
the link replacing the wanderer’s plan effective, and where is it cut off, to lead him to Rhodes on another
path? Jump now! Don’t ask! Follow the instructions! Thus speaks the welcome adversary, whose spade
bends on the naked rock of the reflections, so that finally the agreed-upon silence is interrupted.
The signposts could be, say, traps set by grave robbers who want to lead their competitors
astray. The legal limits of the uninitiated still apply to the initiated—until finally that is considered
gold which the glitter promises: The guardians of a stable currency won’t tolerate piracy and no book
entries without grounding: no rucksack tears by accident! The ideally steady weather and the pitfall logic
of dubious transactions guarantee a “measure of all things” that is only made futile by the hope of the
lost souls for the shortest connection from A to B: only a fool’s resignation to fate can reduce the claim
of those who are hopeful for the last asset in the gold flow.
Somewhere in between, and that need not be C, is the time for breathing out, for example
now: it is not only where the crux of the matter lies that the traces important for the continuation of the
noiseless path may end. Where the wanderer actually wants to blur them in order to get rid of his pursuers,
he may possibly have to give more than he has, and that applies not just to his breath as his means
to self-preservation, but also his gold—in any case, certainly his Wittgensteinian ladder that nobody is
supposed to use after him. This disparity leads to the discomfort that makes the weather, regardless of
how much it defies the forecasts, only a secondary concern. Because just as the rain could not surprise
him during his flight, his clothes—defying all physical laws—are dry when he steps outside again. Faraway
barking is audible in the desert. The tryst is for him now merely a minimal globe and an anachronistic
document, but no longer a head start or ladder. Already in the pause between meta and breath,
the wanderer senses that the signposts stand in a world of half-truths. He must work for the whole truth
through the loss or profit of the share that is given to him by the laws of value maintenance between
the monadic units. Therefore his perception, his rainy memory, is monadically locked-in, like everything
that might hinder him from becoming one with a conspiring exterior world: without having to invent a
new excuse that would announce yet again a new detour or reversal, which in turn secretly contains C,
etc. One look at the spade-bending ground is sufficient to determine that in the time of breathing out
during moody weather, the gold has metamorphosed into lead. The straps of the rucksack have torn, the
wealth is gone, and only a rabbit breeder with a black top hat stands alone in the field. The delicate link
between false rain, false jollity, a false currency system, and false promises must, in the false as well as
the right life, hold the key for a certain disenchantment.
metatem [meta-breath]
While the wanderer is busy on the wide field of breaks with the interpretation of a transformation for which
there are no physical reasons, the painful insight grows that this interpretation cannot change the results
of the transformation in any way. Once the gold has turned into lead, there seems to be no going back.
What has been lost was not won by someone else. The only thing to do is to try to forget the loss as quickly
as possible, and to be happy that the journey continues now without the heavy load and without any pursuers.
“No A, no B, no C,” the wanderer says to himself. As a sign of his new freedom—pleasure principle
instead of loss principle—he now climbs through the thistles with closed eyes. But before he knows it, he
encounters a third sign which reads: “Blessing in disguise! Hold your breath.” Who sees through the game?
Finally, the expected trap opens up, which no longer betrays a pursuer, because the game is based on the
fact that not everything is on the table from the start—with every currency, and in any weather.
But the master of the “voiding void” has, unluckily rather than luckily, recognized the trap and
has nonetheless come to feel at home in it, after his anti-platonic leave-taking from historical reality—in
which he no longer wants to give advice about this reality to the master of the mirror—has become irrevocable
for good reasons. While abandoned dogs howl on the cliffs, and while silent words outweigh lead
against gold in the mouth, the heirs try to hearken to the “void” on the other side of the path between A,
B, and C so as to get an answer to the omitted question, but they hear: Nothing! Nothing but their own
held breath. Nothing but the illusion of movement under black cloth. And then everywhere rabbits, as if
by magic! The world of changes is past, and the box of reflections is locked. Now even lead can represent
value. Those locked in, however, who lost their way, have already reached the arbitrary goal, and it is unimportant
whether the next step is taken with closed or open eyes. Diagonally or straight on. Wordily or
silently. With or without a ladder. Leaded gold or gilded lead. Imperceptibly, the border has been crossed
between the in and the out of breathing, which keeps the problematic events alive: between the in and
out, one’s breath is held, in an ever-shorter moment, which is called, with less and less air available, the
“present.” Because the return to one and the same point as the equal sign of a word and language game
is the demand that results from the freedom fought for—and not just since the master of the “eternal return.”
What then does it mean when the missing shadow of a cloud on a clear sky attracts attention? There
is neither talk of happiness nor misery, not even of one in the other, because the breath behind it, which
accounts for the system—which in gay science is said to be just a loop—continues until it appears to be
independent from the system. The trap shuts, and the signposts pale before the question of whether there
is a fault in the system when it rains while the sun shines. The trap opens up again, and everybody knows
why he doesn’t know why. The wanderer, however, need not concern himself with that, because a new wind
is already blowing, a pure gentle breeze in a glass that captures the voices that just now were all over the
place, and orders them.
Halcyon Days, Cologne 2013, p. 277
[1]After the title of the inaugural lecture by Martin Heidegger on July 24, 1929, at the University of Freiburg, which bore the same title (Martin
Heidegger, “Wegmarken,” Frankfurt 1978, 103-121). Heidegger’s thesis on the foundation of all metaphysical questions in the “question about
the void” (119) is violently extended in the philosopher’s refusal to give advice in the Spiegel interview with Rudolf Augstein (“Nur noch ein Gott
kann uns retten,” “Der Spiegel,” May 31, 1976, 193–219. The interview took place on September 23, 1966, in Todtnauburg).
Heidegger’s silence (which had historic reasons) in the “Spiegel” interview is—in a philosophically and politically incorrect
way—put in relation to Wittgenstein’s ahistoric imperative to be silent, articulated in the “Tractatus.” The two contrary positions take
turns in the role of the “wanderer,” which Nietzsche took on from his “Zarathustra” onwards (as “the wanderer and his shadow”). On parts
of the way, Heidegger wanders (the signpost, the tryst, the ladder, the document, the signs of the void), on other parts, Wittgenstein wanders
(the spade, the ladder, the irritation in the open air, the void of the signs), and Nietzsche wanders on all parts, from whose shadow both possibilities
of silence cannot find their way. The motif of breath, whether taken from the void of the metaphysical ground or from the chaotic
universe of post-metaphysical possibilities, connects the three figures on a path with obstacles, which are camouflaged as signposts to “meta,”
“breath,” and “metatem” [meta-breath] as their impurely, fraudulently obtained synthesis without a way out: with existential, economical,
and ideational consequences.